Every time I see a sky splitting sunset, I know that God is out there, and he needs me to do his will. He put beauty to remind me that he needs me here, for what motive, I do not know. God cares about his earth and his people. He put me in this world for a reason, now I just have to wait for God to reveal his plan for me.
College is a big deal. I always thought I wanted to be a veterinarian. That dream crashed like the plane that crashed into the twin towers. I can’t deal with needles or gouging into skin with a scalpel, not even on animals. Then I thought “I am really good with my hands, I might want to be a mechanic,” but I’ve never tried it, I don’t even know the innards of the car. I need to know the road that is out there, somewhere in front of me, but I don’t. I just have to remember, God put me in this world for a reason, and I don’t have to know what the reason is yet.
I can touch the soft sand, smell the sweet aroma of the beautiful flowers and I know that I am alive. God must be keeping me alive for some reason, right? Then I start to doubt; I think: why am I here? Is there really a plan for me? God doesn’t need me, does he? He has so many other people, I’m only one person. And then I grasp the fact that God put me in this world and I don’t have to know the explanation.
The world is starting to look like the sun on a rainy day. Ever since my best friend left Christian High, it has started to penetrate into my skin how blessed I really am. That God has a plan for me, and for her. I’ve doubted that there was really a reason I was at Christian High for so long, and I finally have recognized, God has put me here for a reason; I just don’t have to know what it is yet.
I have started off this year running, achieving all my goals, nothing could stop me. Since I started high school, my grades went from B’s to C’s and in some classes C’s to D’s. My dad once told me that I could be smart if I only tried. At the time, I didn’t believe him, but as it all turns out, well, he was right. I got my heels kicking again, and I am making it. The ability to achieve goals is a life skill that I will need for God’s plan, and this will help. I don’t have to know what God’s plan is for me.
God’s talent will reveal itself. I’m only sixteen; God will make known his plan in time. I just have to be aware of God wherever I go. In the meantime I will just wait, listen and watch; and continue to do what I think is right in God’s eyes.
The choice of using God has a plan for me, was taken originally from “I can be what I want to be.” but after writing my whole paper I realized that it was not an apropriate title for my essay. Looking throughout the essay i found it had an essence of God’s Plan. So, my title and my introductory paragraph was changed. I had originally chosen that title because I believe that once I can get out of my house the world is at my fingertips, and God will guide me.